Second Post

Dear Future Mallory,

I had completely forgotten about this blog until tonight, and will most likely completely forget about again. Reading the beginning was quite comical due to the fact that I know who two of the A's are from Pretty Little Lairs and am now the driver of a Barlow Red Mercedes GLK350.. Haha. But reading on, I found just the reminder that I needed. See, at the moment life isn't going according to plan..at all. School has started back and I am still here... at my parents house...with no job... School may have prepared me for the work force, but it sure is heck didn't prepare me on how to get into zat work force.

It just stinks that nobody seems to want to give me a chance. Now, I am not one to toot my own horn whatsoever.. but I truly feel like I would make an extremely good employee. I mean, I work so hard on everything I do, Im good a solving problems, I....I don't know why I am wasting time telling you this because you already know.

Future Mallory.. As you probably already know.. Growing up is hard. I know everybody says that, but it doesn't really sink in until it's happening. Everything in life has always, in a way, been planned out. You grow up, go to school, then go to college. But the real world... that's when crap gets real. 


Right now I may be miserable, feeling pathetic, and spending my days laying around the house in my pjs, editing and watching The I.T. Crowd and Honey Boo Boo Child, but after reading the last post, I have to remember not to lose focus on what really matters. Yes, I would like to become rich and famous. Yes, I want the job to make all the mean girls from school jealous. But, I can't let myself be consumed by those wants. Because, in the long run.. it's meaningless. If I am not living in God's will, then I am not really living.. When this life is all gone.. And I see His face.. I don't want to stand there like "ahhh... my bad..I wish I did more." I want to be able to lay as many crowns as possible at His feet, because it is what He deserves.
So future Mallory, never lose sight of why you are really here. Jesus gave His life for you.. the least you can do is live for Him. He has such wonderful things planned for you, I just know it. Don't get discouraged. I promise...it will get better.. (that is if it hasn't already..(which, in this case.. I really really hope it has))




Well, I left you with a song last time..so I shall do it again...

"You will notice me
I'll be leaving my mark like initials carved
In an old oak tree, you wait and see

Maybe I'll write like Twain wrote
Maybe I'll paint like Van Gogh
Cure the common cold, I don't know
But I'm ready start 'cause I know in my heart

I wanna do something that matters, say something different
Something that sets the whole world on its ear
I wanna do something better with the time I've been given
I wanna try to touch a few hearts in this life
Leave nothing less than something that says, I was here.

I will prove you wrong
If you think I'm all talk, you're in for a shock
'Cause this dream's too strong and before too long

Maybe I'll compose symphonies
Maybe I'll fight for world peace
'Cause I know it's my destiny
To leave more than a trace of myself in this place!

I wanna do something that matters, say something different
Something that sets the whole world on its ear
I wanna do something better with the time I've been given
I wanna try to touch a few hearts in this life
And leave nothing less than something that says, I was here.

And I know that I, I will do more than just pass through this life
I'll leave nothing less than something that says, I was here."


Future Mallory, I truly hope this entry finds you well.


Sincerely, 

Past (sad & lazy) Mallory


and ROLL TIDE!!!!